08/21/07
Well, the morning started off somewhat the same, but I was kinda happy, because at least I would get to see for a brief moment today, but that was not to be the case.
When will I get this right? I'm really tryin to keep my sanity and composure, but damn it's so hard. I want to keep fightin and keep tryin, but the stupidest things just set me off. Today, we were doing good, until the Friday dinner thing with Leon thing. I just wanted to keep my mouth shut, but it was not to be. My overwhelming jealously took over and you had hung up on me once again. The weird thing about all of this is how well the weekend went, I mean I even saw you smile a couple times and here we are back again to being mad at each other. Will this trend ever end? Am I not supposed to be jealous? Maybe I shouldn't care at all, but I do and that's where the problems occur. I hate being mad at you, especailly when it's over something so stupid. I here Leon and I all can think about is the fact that your sleeping with him. I know, our not my problem anymore and I should let it go.... Yeah, maybe I should grow up too. I cannot help my childish/spoiled attitude, but it just gets the best of me sometimes. I really am sorry. I see that I still harbor some very strong feelings for you.
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Maybe if you hadn't fucked her over s0 much with lies and Jennifer, maybe she would still be in love with you
your right.... i'm sorry
Listen up T Alan. You have no right to put Leon's business out there like that. Stop hating. If you would've treated your wife with the respect that she deserves then she wouldn't have dated Leon. He was giving him something that she was missing from you and not just the sex either. He gave her time, comfort and the chance to be love and that's the thing money can't buy. so while you drinking a tall glass of haterade, get over it and stop acting like a chlid then she would still be with you.
nice response.... triple hhh, boy thats original.
i have no business? dude get over yourself. seriously, your the guy with the myspace page correct? and correct me if i'm wrong, but doesn't that "put your business" out there. i will say what i want, when i want... you should know this being in journalism.... i think they call it freedom of speech. plus, its not like i was telling lies. i'm just keepin it real... dawg.
so, you can write whatever you feel for a response.
as far as the hatin... please.
life experiences.... i can tell it, i lived it.
i do however appreciate your viewing and thanks again for the comment.
holla -
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