Friday, August 24, 2007

Is There Any Worse Feeling, Than When No One Loves You

Okay, this is really starting to suck. Man, I just want to hug you, see you, just be in your life... but I guess that's not really possible. I didn't something really off the wall yesterday, I got to thinking, and I decided to drop off a card for you mom. It was a short, to the point type of card and I told her I was sorry for a lot of things. I just wanted her to know that I was appreciative of everything she has done for us. So, yesterday I was listening to the radio and Another Again, came on. That song is really powerful. Well, the rain has let up for a little bit I think. I hope the Nickster is doing well. I can't to see him, at least Sunday.

My weekend is shot, because I have this wedding to go to tomorrow. I have to tell you, that I feel like going to this wedding, as much as Micheal Vick feels like going P.E.T.A. This is possibly the last thing I need to see. I mean the happiness, and all the other festivities that goes along with it. Maybe, I just don't feel like being happy or being around happy people.

I need to wash the car. I hate a dirty car. At least I'm not spending my time at the laundry mat anymore. God, I really miss you. I have no one to share my food with. No one to share my thoughts with. No one to hang out with and talk about people with. I have no one to share this whole life experience thing with.

Yeah, I know this one is a little short today, but I should do some work today. Maybe I'll come back and ad some more.

Anyways, I hope the hair thingy is working out for you...

T-

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